Letter to my Present.

Hi guys,

having read naija husbands LETTER TO MY EX I was inspired to write a letter as well, but then I laid on my bed thinking and a tear drop ran down my eyes and I'm like I would like to write a letter to my present and not my ex........ so here it goes:

To Him my Apple pie,

                             To my present the man i hope and pray to be the one .

                               I write this letter today the 8th of December. 

Hey babe hope your okay? hope you have eaten ? I write this letter with no intention of you replying but for you to see someday. 

 Deep down my heart i hope your going to be the one, because you say you love me but you don't act like it, you say I complete you but you don't act like I actually complete you, you say I bring out the best in you, yet you don't appreciate me in the way and manner I expect you too. 

The other day you said I should act posh and in my head I'm like I thought you said you love me the way I am, wait chill when you said that what did you mean?, body wise or character wise or attitude wise ?

Yea I know I hardly come out of my house and you know that; but it doesn't still give you the right to do things behind me. Yea I know I'm not sure your cheating on me but if you are, couldn't you have at least waited till I went back to the UK before you continued because this might sound funny but like when i'm in Nigeria I feel it when you do things with other girls.

Well i am a woman and women they say have instincts even though I'm not totally sure but today rely on them, I'm not saying you cheat on me oooooo! I'm only just warning you and trying to pass a message across that even if you are not when u decide to start I will know and if i should catch you men Nigerian vernacular: I go bust bottle for una two head.

 Remember nothing under the sun is completely hidden.

I'm a very realistic person and when I take certain decision I stand firmly by them not minding who it its going to affect and the damage my rash decisions might cause.

I'm like a moving train I stop and I move on as easy as that.

Funny enough I'm scared of thinking  about this whole thing because it going to put me in a bad place and make me take decisions I wouldn't  want to rethink.

          

          I plead with you, please prevent me from over thinking don't make me feel like an outsider in this relationship, show me you love me like I know you do express it. Even though you aren't good with emotions at least try to a bit, your actions could go a long way you know.

   

                                  After all, they say actions speak louder than words.

                                                                                                   Yours sincerely 

                                                                                                  Ijeoma Nwankwo

hey everybody,
i'm pretty sure u all missed me badly right?
 well yea i think i already know u lots answers. Before i start ranting bout my problems i would first of all start by saying R.I.P  Madiba God bless you, you came you saw, you conquered and also made a big impact in the whole world but most especially in the lives of we black people.

yes now its onto the main issue of the day. TBH guys theirs no main issue i'm only putting this part to making me feel like i'm blogging about something really important meanwhile i'm about to rant Lmao.
 before i start the rant of the day, i would like to apologise to Roger for not blogging as soon as i touch down Nigeria .  Okay trust me jags is really pissing me OFF i dunno buh like men what we have is really deep and i don't want to ruin anything well i don't want to nag about it because i don't want to be called a Nag! well guys that all from me TTYL.
                                        BYE  guys
                                                            DEUCES !

Bitter sweet feeling

Hey guys

I'm blogging to you all from my home country Nigeria, Africa I'm sosososo happy to be back home to family what an exciting experience like they say; there's no place like home and truly in the real sense of it all there isn't any place like home. 

Nigeria ahwu! Well I came thinking that all was truly well not know that my Aunty just died and had been buried it's really painful to loose a friend, sister, mother and an Aunty who u were very close too.

May her soul rest in peace. To be honest I cried like I have never done in my life I could just imagine what her sisters are feeling deep down inside( my mum & my other aunties ) well I would end by saying nobody knows tomorrow, and this one is to you Aunty I love you so so much and your name and memories of you are tattooed in my heart. 

Bye for naw guys love all

                                                         DEUCES!

So basically guys I have been so stressed that I haven't even been able to proper blog, I have had so much work to do TBH if I was as big as a sumo wrestler guys trust me now I am as slim as one who's suffering from bulimic ( one who vomits after a meal ). Well I can't just wait to go back to Nigeria and more over man the weather in this country really takes a piss it's not even funny I can't deal. 

I want to go back to warm weather and mummies food and most of all I want to see my dad and my baby bro. Dorset the fact that I put baby bro don't mind me his 16 but I like saying baby bro because I just appreciate the fact that his young and I'm older lol. 

Okay guys bye naw before I bore u with the boring stories that excite my DRY life. 

                      DEUCES!

Said

He said ?

She said?

We said ?

They said ?

We all said ?

Who said ?

What are u saying ? 

Basically, you all might think this doesn't make sense, but what I am portraying here is gossip more like what people say, how rumours spread and through rumours how things are blown out of proportion. 

And how people are being misunderstood. 

The main thing is that if we keep on listening to people we might just end up going crazy. Well guys I just felt that I should blog about this today since I have been blogshot ( not having anything to blog about ). Guys that's all from me today love you all

                     DEUCES!

I need inspiration do u?

i need inspiration, what about u? 

we all need inspiration don't you think so?

 when i read this poem i was inspired from deep down my soul.

Inspiration

Inspiration by the light of day,
Inspiration to make me pray.
Inspiration in my willingness to give,
Inspiration to move on and live!
Inspiration to tell my story,
Inspiration because there is no glory.
Inspiration comes from deep within,
Inspiration from sorrow and sin.
Inspiration makes this real,
Inspiration is how i feel.
Inspiration can come from rain,
Inspiration takes my pain.

By Ian kennedy 

After i read this poem i felt the need to share it with my audience.

Hope you would be inspired the same way i was.

Thats all from me guys 

                       DEUCES !

Hi guys, im back from my vacation and im not just coming back empty handed im also coming with some sort of story that i cant describe, thats why i need your opinions so basically its like this.
A friend of mine Corie just broke up with her boy and they were meant to get married by June next year.
This makes me wonder, because how can you spend your time knowing someone and then in the end you cant just be with the person because they are not of the same RELIGION its so unfair, wicked and an immature reason to be seperated i mean they both want to be with each other badly. Well what a life i pray i dont experience such anytime soon or in the  nearest future.

well guys thats all from me i pray that who ever is your heart desire may you not have any curse to seperate or breakup with the man or woman of your dreams.
                                                           DEUCES!